Joel 2:1-2 and 12-17
What is the point of Ash Wednesday?
It is the day that follows Shrove Tuesday - which is also typically connected
with Mardi Gras
or Fat Tuesday. Shrove Tuesday is a last
attempt to rid our pantries and our lives of the “fat”
things - too much butter, too much
extravagance.
On the opposite side of the spectrum is Lent. Ash Wednesday is a marker for the beginning of the season of Lent. Lent is the 40 days (not including Sundays) which immediately precede Easter Sunday. This is a season typically marked by introspection. It is a somewhat somber time during the liturgical year, a time devoid of Alleluias, when Christians attempt to assess their lives, to discern whether they are living out God’s call to the fullest.
Ash Wednesday bridges the gap between Fat Tuesday and Lent. It is a day characterized by a turning, by repentance, by ashes placed on foreheads, by a solemn assembly, solemn words, and solemn hearts. The deep meaning of Ash Wednesday can be found in the words that are spoken when ashes are placed on our foreheads: "Remember that you are dust, and to dust you shall return." One of the primary focuses of Ash Wednesday is death.
I have to admit that I, more often than I would like, fall prey to the temptation of
the Facebook video. This is what Facebook has become: it is less a place to stay in
touch with your friends and share pictures
of your life, and more a place to share a
funny/entertaining/emotionally compelling video. Whether it is goats screaming,
babies laughing, kittens cuddling, or videos of
inspirational words set to acoustic music, Facebook is the
place to waste time watching it.
When I was scanning through the videos and articles this week, I found one of a little girl named Sadie. This is a video of a 5 year-old-girl and her 3-month-old brother.
And the video recently went viral. In the video, Sadie is sitting next to her little brother, absolutely bawling. I know it sounds wrong to say it, but it’s so cute. Sadie is crying because she thinks that her little brother is the cutest thing ever. She says to the camera, "I don’t want him to ever grow up! He’s so cute. I love his cute little smile!"
And the video recently went viral. In the video, Sadie is sitting next to her little brother, absolutely bawling. I know it sounds wrong to say it, but it’s so cute. Sadie is crying because she thinks that her little brother is the cutest thing ever. She says to the camera, "I don’t want him to ever grow up! He’s so cute. I love his cute little smile!"
She’s absolutely sobbing
the entire time she’s saying this. She has a
point, the chubby little brother is sitting there the whole time, just staring
at her with these baby eyes, laughing and giggling. This prompts Sadie to lean over and give him little kisses on his head.
It’s one big video of cuteness and tears and giggling all balled up into less than a minute. I was almost in tears myself as I was watching this video, and I found myself wondering why she’d gotten herself so worked up about her baby brother growing up. Then there is this turning point in the video. Sadie says, “He’s so cute, and I don’t want to die when I’m a hundred.” At that moment, the video took on a completely different meaning for me. I realized that this girl is just starting to understand what it means to grow up. She’s just starting to understand how temporary life is. She’s realizing that she is going to die one day, and if she is going to die, her little brother will die to. This is what has upset little Sadie so much: she has begun to understand mortality.
When you receive ashes on your forehead and you hear those ancient words: “Remember that you
are dust, and to dust you will return,” you will be justified in
feeling a sense of discomfort. Just like Sadie, we feel some amount of discomfort when we think of death. We don’t really like to talk
about it, we don’t really even like to think of it. And our culture backs this up. Think of how many beauty
products you've seen to eliminate wrinkles, or how many other
products which promise to
keep you looking young. This is taking advantage of our glorification of youth and our desire to
avoid aging and the inevitable outcome of aging. But Ash Wednesday is a day which we can dedicate to consider the meaning of
death.
In the beginning of Genesis God creates light out of the darkness. God creates the earth and the
waters and all the animals that live, and God creates
humans. It is because of this story
that we speak the words, "Remember that you
are dust." In one of the creation stories, God takes dirt from the earth and creates the first human:
Adam. It is no accident that Adam’s
name is Adam. The Hebrew word
for earth or land is adamah. This first
human is created from the stuff of earth. This symbolizes a deep connection we have with the earth. In our very being as created
creatures, we are tied to the earth. It is to this
earth - to which we are so connected - that we will
return.
This is part of God’s calling for our lives. We will live and do God’s
work, we will
glorify God with each one of our breathes, until our very last breath. Then our bodies will return to that from which they were created, when we will be raised to return to the one who created us. There is a beginning and an
end to all things.
How do we respond to this truth about life and death? Joel suggests we repent. But Joel is not talking about repentance for the reasons we
might think. He doesn't focus on our sins. He isn't concerned about what
sins caused what damages, rather Joel is primarily concerned
with the actions of the people. Joel see repentance as an admission of
our total dependence upon God. Joel calls us to repent in
order to help us recognize that we are
totally dependent upon God. We owe all that we are, our
very created existence to God. This calls us to a state of humility. It takes a lot of humility to admit that we are not in
control, especially for a species which
really does seem to be in control. By turning to God, by repenting and acknowledging God as Lord, we accept our humble state.
Joel suggests that our repentance should include two things. First he suggests we turn from our former ways, that we go in a new direction,
toward God, and that we do so
with the heart. He also instructs us to rend our hearts. In other words, allow our
hearts to be opened, and maybe even broken; allow our hearts to break
for those who experience pain in the world; allow ourselves to be
called out of our isolationism to experience the
people around us.
These are the challenges I give you this Lent season turn to God with all your heart. Allow your heart to be broken and opened, for the world and those around you. Look for the moments when the face of Jesus appears in unexpected ways:
not in glory, but in shame,
not in power, but in weakness,
not in triumph, but in suffering with us.
With a deep sense of humility, begin your Lenten journey by
affirming that, by the wonderful grace of
God, we are dust, and to dust we
will return. Amen.
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